Success.

I am fed up of letting things hold me back from achieving what I want. These things include; people, anxiety, money but most of all, myself. Recently I have been waiting on people which has meant that I have put them over studying for exams. The worst things is, is that I am still waiting on them. I did something stupid last night which made me realise that I shouldn't have to wait on anybody. I need to put myself first sometimes if I am to move on with my life and achieve the goals I want. I had forgotten what is more important to me which thankfully I've come to remember because otherwise I would still be in bed crying my eyes out over something that in later years I will look back on and wonder why.

I think in order to be successful you have to push yourself to where you wouldn't normally go and so that is what I am going to aim to do from now on. I don't just mean successful in terms of money but in life. I think happiness is the greatest form of success and that is my main goal in life. I want to be truly happy. If I continue to let small things get to me and upset me then there is no hope. I need to start learning what is good and bad in my life and hold on to the things that make me a happier person. And if that means letting go of certain people then that's how it has to be.

looby-loo x