19 on the 19th

It's my 19th birthday tomorrow and I'm scared. I'm not scared because I'll be another year older, that doesn't bother me but I'm scared that it won't be good day. I'm not having a party or anything, just spending the day with my close family which I'm happy about. I don't have any great expectations of how I hope tomorrow will be but I just don't want to feel deflated by the end of it. I want to feel happy and enjoy the day. Recently I've been a bit here and there in terms of how I've been feeling so I really hope that tomorrow is a happy, stable day for me, that's all I ask for. I just want to be happy for the entire day, from when the clock hits 12midnight until the 24hours of the day is up. I just really hope I'm not unhappy about anything and don't feel down either. All I want is to have a happy day :)