I texted a couple of my really close friends. And by close I mean, I could talk to them about pretty much anything and not feel judged. Anyway, I told them the basics of what was going on and they made me feel so much happier. They made me change my view on certain things and we ended up laughing about it. Just by making me laugh, I already felt better.
I was still really paranoid about something (I'll not say what) and I ended up making a really bad, stupid decision which I instantly regretted doing. This was when I started to panic again so I texted one of the friends I mentioned earlier and also called my other super close uni friend who knew the whole story about how I got into a paranoid, overthinking state. So I called her and we talked about how we could make the situation better and she gave me loads of great advice and how to distract myself from thinking etc. I was so grateful. I was so glad she was there for me.
I also had mentioned the 'story' to my brother so he skyped me and we talked for ages! Not just about me though, we had a general catch up on everything. I count my brother as one of my best friends because we are super close and tell each other everything. Anyway he gave me some really good advice and some advice which I chose to ignore because I don't always agree with certain things he says/suggests haha! It was great chatting to him anyway and I love him so much!
I got into another situation today regarding what had been going on previously and my uni friend was luckily with me at the time and helped me soo much! I couldn't imagine my life without her anymore! cheesy but true!
This whole thing was basically just a huge reminder about how important my true friends are to me and why I love them so much. I could not appreciate them more right now!!
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