Pathetic.

I'm such a pathetic loser.

I waste my time thinking about guys who are way out of my league. Even though we are similar in a lot of ways and share common interests, he will always be out of my league. From what I've heard, our backgrounds are pretty different which is why I am out of his league. He would never go for some little dweeb like me. Never.

Part of me hopes he will but when I take a step out of my thought zone, my brain tells me I am a stupid idiot who needs to realise that it wont happen and to stop thinking about it. I'm silly and need to get a grip. It's soo hard but I really need to move on because if I don't then I'll be stuck. I don't want that to happen.

looby-loo x